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RIP Jessie Kitty [May. 13th, 2009|10:05 pm]
[mood |depresseddepressed]

i just learned tonight that a beautiful, special, amazing friend whom i love deeply passed away on May 10, 2009. i wanted to post a few of the poems and stuff that i made for Her over the years. She was always true to Herself, and it made me love Her all the more.

i wrote this one first, 8/19/2001


When i first saw Her
my breath got caught
i just sat and stared

Her eyes so large
So bright and entrancing
the greatest shade of green

Her lips, full and pouty
my thoughts drifted to kissing
i imagine it's heavenly

Her hair is deep black
with a lovely sheen
like a midnight sky

Her skin so pale and perfect
like white marble, a work of art
a statue of Aphrodite, come to life

Yet within this perfection
a special, passionate Human
thrives, lives, breathes

She's gone through adversity
enough to crush most
Yet She goes on, stronger than ever

Silvery Moon - 8/28/2001

This was a jewel case i made for a CD i burnt for Her of songs that made me think of Her, also back in 2001.

And i did this last one just last year, when She was down about some stuff. so i tried to cheer Her.


[User Picture]From: meggerzprincess
2009-05-14 03:41 am (UTC)
What? Jessiekitty??
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[User Picture]From: agnarsphotoden
2009-05-14 03:49 am (UTC)
i just found out myself. i keep hoping i'll wake up and find it was a hoax or something. but its not. i dont know details and i couldn't bear to ask Joe but she had an accident riding on her moped.
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[User Picture]From: meggerzprincess
2009-05-14 04:17 am (UTC)
That's just horrible. I am in shock. :(
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[User Picture]From: mzdevon
2009-05-14 07:33 am (UTC)
Was talking with Joe for a few hours....hit me up if you need any answers...
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[User Picture]From: agnarsphotoden
2009-05-14 12:34 pm (UTC)
i talked to Joe last night for 20-30 minutes but all i could bring myself to do was console Joe and tell him how much she'd meant to me over the years and how amazing and special she was.
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[User Picture]From: agnarsphotoden
2009-05-14 12:37 pm (UTC)
Vincent. Damn poor Vincent. i hope Joe an Her furry ones can help each other. *hug*
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[User Picture]From: troll_speak
2009-05-14 06:54 am (UTC)


My friend, I was so shocked when I read this. I used to talk to her on yahoo and still have her on my messenger. She inspired s few tsles.

I was going through my pile of inspiring pics the other day and had a look at the ones she had sent me.

I am fully at a loss for words at this tragedy.

the troll

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[User Picture]From: agnarsphotoden
2009-05-14 12:40 pm (UTC)

Re: :(

She was definitely inspiring. i wrote tons of manips about Her over the years and i had story ideas that were all based on Her and the manips i did of Her. i wish i'd written those before, so She could have read them.
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[User Picture]From: agnarsphotoden
2009-05-14 12:45 pm (UTC)
Yeah, that was definitely Her and something i always loved about Her. It's one of the things i admire about You too, by the way.

So many tried to say She wasn't Domme because She got naked or She didn't do this or that... And i say fuck that and fuck them. Jessie was Dominant because She did what She wanted, the way She wanted, and didn't let anything stop Her.

i wish You'd gotten to know Her better too.
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From: goddessmary
2009-05-14 03:48 pm (UTC)
I was shocked and saddened to see your post.... although I never got the chance to know her... my heart goes out you, her family and friends for your loss.
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[User Picture]From: mzdevon
2009-05-14 05:34 pm (UTC)
I love the "Silvery Moon" you did....love that photo of her...those eyes...
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[User Picture]From: agnarsphotoden
2009-05-15 01:38 am (UTC)
Oh yes, those amazing, entrancing eyes. She was so young and new to the whole finDom thing, but it was still so new then. But i saw those eyes and i was lost. my words could never do Her justice, and i was never a great poet. But i always loved that She so enjoyed the creative tributes as much as the monetary ones. She was so happy when i'd write Her a letter or send a card full of my feelings for Her.

i remember one year i ordered Her a bunch of stuff for christmas, i had it sent to me, wrapped them all personally in gift wrap, then boxed it all up with a christmas card. She put them all under Her tree and waited for christmas morning, and She was so excited to see what i got Her. i loved that, made me feel like i was sharing a part of Her life, not just some stranger online.
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[User Picture]From: mzdevon
2009-05-16 08:13 am (UTC)
That's a really wicked story... ;)
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From: plaintiger
2009-05-20 11:44 pm (UTC)


crazy beautiful. i don't know Her; i only just stumbled upon your LJ for the first time today after a search ("dominant wife," i believe it was), but i always feel sad when someone or something so beautiful has to leave us...and from other people's comments i'm gathering that She was every bit as beautiful in essence as She was in appearance. i feel for you, and for everyone who knows Her.

when things like this happen i console myself somewhat with my feeling, my sense, that the people we love never actually leave us; their physical component isn't here any more - which does suck, and no doubt - but the person who occupied that spacesuit isn't gone at all, any more than they ever were. there's no reason to stop talking to them, telling them we love them, feeling their presence and their love and the strength they've always given us. our bodies are just containers, temporarily inhabited by something that never goes away (there's no "away" for it to go to, after all). and that something is what we really love.

that's how i look at it, at least.

my condolences. wish you all the best.
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